i have never talk to somebody who
believes that isn't any god.
until yesterday night.
It was kinda weird hearing it
from his perspective.
But at least now i know how
those people like him,
think and feel about this kinda stuff.

sometimes i really wonder if there is really a god.
are those who believe the stupid ones or
the those that don't believe the stupid one.
but at the end of the day,
i still feel that there IS a god.
i choose to believe that
Jesus is my god and savior.
but i think i'm like all sinners.
we doubt God sometimes and
wonder if he is really there looking out for us.
the only people who really know
what is going on up there
are those who have died.
and unfortunately,
we can't communicate with them.
haha.

sick, and at home slacking.
started with a sore throat
went to see the doc.
she gave me 2 days mc until tuesday
just in case.
then yesterday about to leave
the house to go vivo do project.
(Really about to leave the house.
like i was carrying my bag and lappie.
wearing shoes liao)
den i went to take my temperature
just in case.
and it was like 37.8.
so my parents did not
allow me to leave the house.
Today decided to skip EWF presentation
to rest some more.

This morning, Dr badri called at 11am.
and that was also the time i woke up.
haha. his call woke up. ):
oh well, he asked me not to go school tml too.
but i want to go lei.
1. next week have excel ICA3.
and seetoh might be teaching more stuff tml.
2. i missed alot of classes le.
i scared my attendance very low.
see what my parents say ba.

birthday coming but.
my darlings all not free to celebrate with me.
i'm so sad. oh well.
usually my aunty would call me
to ask em what i want for my birthday,
but until now she still haven called yet.
she probably forgot cos now
she has so many grandchildren. ):
and one of then the 1st month is this weekend.
so going their house to celebrate.
sigh. will they remember my birthday?
i guess next weekend can't go skate again.