i'm so afraid to dream.the higher the expectation,
the more regret you will get.
i don't know if i should study fashion design
after i finish poly.
is that my dream?
is that what i really want?
are my skills enough?
am i even cut for designing?
i really don't know.
i'm so afraid to try.
what if i'm really bad at it.
i'll jus be wasting time and money.
seeing my bestie
going all out and studing wat she loves
i feel so happy for her
but it make me think of myself
why can't i be like her.
i don't even know what i want
and what i'm good at.
everything about me is
half past six. neither here nor there.
i really want to excel in something.
but what?
sometimes i really hate myself
for giving up so easily.
everytime i meet a problem,
i give up.
6 days to perth.(:
